I'm writing this during a time of mental instability.

[Payton]

I personally need some time off from the internet as a whole, so I will most likely be taking a brief period of time away from here until I can get a bit better. I'm really fucked up and I don't know what I can really do to stop this constant feeling of self-worthlessness, so I'll be taking a break as long as I can and/or as long as is needed. I think I'm going to go crazy and I'm just so confused that I can't think straight. Bye for now.

[ashendrakar]

i wish you luck in getting better, if that helps at all

[Agent Pointy]

Good luck getting mentally stable again!

[Dragonfire93]

Icky. I have that feeling every now and again, but probably not as strong as you're getting it. Hope you get over the instability. :cool:

[Dracophile]

It's a sad day in the world when things like "mental health days" exist. I hope you are able to beat your problems Payton. :(

[Payton]

Hi everyone, thanks for the sympathy and attention-whore like treatment (I suppose that fits here).

The reason I posted this message and made it so dramatic was because last night, I really lost it. I tried lying down but it didn't work (I started hearing what you hear in a crowd of millions of people, all talking in their outside voice, then my friends screaming at me). I really have no idea what the hell is going on, but I am getting help, and I just won't be as active. I might not be as humorous as well, as you might have seen on The Important Snakes last night with the Rock Wire vs. Payton argument. Sorry for the scare if anyone was scared.

I think this has something to do with a mood disorder I have, which also causes chronic depression, though nothing is verified.

[The Chandrunator]

Hi everyone, thanks for the sympathy and attention-whore like treatment (I suppose that fits here).

The reason I posted this message and made it so dramatic was because last night, I really lost it. I tried lying down but it didn't work (I started hearing what you hear in a crowd of millions of people, all talking in their outside voice, then my friends screaming at me). I really have no idea what the hell is going on, but I am getting help, and I just won't be as active. I might not be as humorous as well, as you might have seen on The Important Snakes last night with the Rock Wire vs. Payton argument. Sorry for the scare if anyone was scared.

I think this has something to do with a mood disorder I have, which also causes chronic depression, though nothing is verified.

IDK if you should see a psychiatrist, but you may need to.